My 17 year old son was murdered on Christmas eve. I was in a bad place. I purchased a gun each day, went to the lake and held it to my head to end my life. Each day I threw the gun in the lake. After over 50 guns, I sought out professional help. I went on The Jennifer Sheehan Television Show to share my story. On filming day, after we told our story, God got ahold of my heart and, right there on set, I prayed to receive Jesus as my Lord and savior. This show is giving people HOPE in Jesus.